I realized today that the absence of a person helps you decide what you really do want. I thought myself in love with Sam. Honestly though when you think love dont you think ; throw your head back and laugh, Fun, someone who is the other piece of you? I think I loved a part of him. Love is meant to be a complete unconditional thing. You can hate something but love it at the same time. Love is about complete honesty, and total trust. For me to think it was complete and true would make me a fool. I think I gave him the extra chances to prove to myself I did nothing wrong. To prove that you cant change who you are no matter how much you make the claim.One day I will find all the above things but why rush it? I’m 24 not 50. I have a whole life to lead. Friendships to make, people to help, I haven’t even started yet. While I would have loved to prove myself wrong so I could have the rest of what I wanted I can’t. He isnt my perfect fit. I need someone who will drop whatever to cheer me up when I’m down, someone who doesn’t care to piss me off if needed, just someone to be around on those nights I’m completely needy. Someone who will accept me as me. Not expect me to sit and wait. Love isn’t always grand..I know, but it isn’t supposed to make you doubt, or sad all the time. I’ll figure out where love is one day. Maybe tomorrow, maybe in 1o years but thats all part of being alive and living. Half the adventure is finding someone who is true.
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- "O me! What eyes hath love put in my head/ Which have no correspondence with true sight?/ Or if they have where is my judgment fled/ That censures falsely what they see aright?"-Shakespeare's 148 sonnet
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- No man is worth your tears, but once you find one that is, he won't make you cry
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- Sometimes you just need someone. Someone to make you smile when you're sad. Someone to tell you that you're beautiful. Someone who looks forward to seeing you everyday. Someone to call you every night. Someone to say "I love you" and mean it. Sometimes you just.. need someone.
- If you look inside a girls heart, you'd see how much she really cries. You'll find hidden secrets, best friends , and lies. What you'll see the most is how hard it is to stay strong when nothing is right and everything is wrong. -Unknown
- Whether we name divine presence synchronicity, serendipity, or graced moment matters little. What matters is the reality that our hearts have been understood. Nothing is as real as a healthy dose of magic which restores our spirit - Nancy Long
- Cinderella walked on broken glass, Sleeping Beauty let a lifetime pass. Belle fell in love with a hideous beast, Jasmine chose a poor man, Ariel spent her life on land. It's all about the smiles and tears; Love is about facing your biggest fears.
- Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. -Steven Wright
- Love, unrequited, robs me of my rest: Love, hopeless love, my ardent soul encumbers: Love, nightmare-like, lies heavy on my chest, And weaves itself into my midnight slumbers! -William S. Gilbert
- You may be deceived if you trust too much, but you will live in torment if you don't trust enough -Frank Crane
